Cant sleep

Sink or swim looks like it but thankfully I managed to join the team a week earlier when the guy Im replacing is still around. Lucky me.

I dont have much problem grasping the concepts of dfpp, crrt, scuf. Its the practical part that I need to familarise myself with. The clinical aspect of the job is something I see myself being capable at in due time.

The sales part, Well its a new ball game. Moving from retail to B2B will be different. I will need to open new accounts, which i dont know how Im going to do it. And maintain,  service current accounts.

Now sleep is hard to come by. I feel stressed. My jaws ache and I dont know why. I feel weird, like a boot on my chest sometimes and I have a need to vent. Anxiety perhaps.? Deep breath will work? But I know what I need.

I guess it has always been like that. I have set myself up unwittingly. Deep breaths and turn to writing.