Write

Dissertation marks the transition of a student to a scholar.
I am preparing to start churning out the first few words of my 5000 words dissertation.5000 words is not tough but to get started is.
I supposed I am about to find out the limits of my juggling between work and school.
Work is kinda automation,; wait for people to come, repeat questions and answers, deflect, confuse, educate, ask to buy and wait. No deal? Big deal? Too bad. Repeat until sold.
I thought I can do some form of reading, studying during the lull work hours but this brain does not think when its working. 
I read somewhere that says writing means thinking so Im writing abit.
I have approximately 90 days left for my first draft of 3500 words.
Simple division tells me that writing 40 words a day is enough.
I can write 200 words a day, no problem. This attitude fuels my procrastination.
No problem.

The poor airplane that got shot down.
I can't bring myself to thank god for keeping you safe.
That would be ignoring the big question on why did he not do the same for the others.
What kind of sadistic god or gods sacrifices 80 children for a higher purpose.
"God has a plan for us all". I can't reconcile with this cock statement.
Wake the fuck up people.