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26435463, I know i promised you eternity but it takes two hands to clap and of cos, 2 willing parties to make it happen.

5 years ago somewhere around march, yet another seed of friendship was planted. Never had I expect it to bloom so quickly and overshadowing me.

The first time I met her was during recess. Walking towards the gate when a company of girls came directly at me, calling my name and asking questions that werent questions. Without a doubt, I remembered her clearly and her first impression to me wasnt really positive...Shes a nosy parker. Days went by and thru some unexpected twists of fate we bcum friends. Oh shame on me, shes the one that gave me her phone number, I didnt get to ask haha.

We chatted over the phone with no sense of time and no boundaries on topics... A strange tingling feeling soon developed, I look forward to everyday of seeing her and chatting on the phone.

Since its all in the past, I have no qualms of revealing stuff that you might not know. Almost everyday during that year you can find me camping at macdonalds after school playing WWF card games. But those cards are not really my main interest, I was there just to wait for ypur appearance haha. Occasionally Kane will inform me whether you will be coming or not haha.
All right to cut the crapping short, Ill Fast forward>>>> 7 days, infinite nights.

The sight of you, the urge to speak yet the invisible hands holding me back. I have to admit, a fatal imperfection in me. Time and again when u slipped past me, I cursed myself behind your back, questioning myself. I thought time would aid me in overcoming it but while I may have all the time in the world, the world doesnt spins for me alone. You realised You had enuff of the cold shoulders right.

I dare say tat the consequences, or rather the follow up events hammered me into what I am today. First I felt the bitter taste of a breakup, the helplessness of hands tied up and hearts not free. Deep into the zenith of darkness, the sorrow doubled up with all those mind tricks. Tears were shedded unbiddenly.

Next came the acidic feeling..which People call it jealousy. I know, I saw, I felt. But What can I do.

Third came the stone of heart treatment. Ignored, as if I ate glass for meals.

Alas, my fault. I didnt grasp the meaning of "cherish" in time.

btw you said sorry to me before well don't be. The footprint you left in my life will forever be a significant one.This lonely heart of mine will forever remember its first holder.

Oh don't worry I have grown out of this puppy love. Now would you pls excuse to a corner with your man and make way for the queen of my heart! hahaha.

-I wanted to write alot one lei, but my neck tired liao! hahaha, time to sleep!-