Vday

I don't have a valentine. The last time I went out during Valentines' Day was 4 years ago to the Jack Neo's movie of I not stupid.Damn, even the sequel is out and Im still without a date.

On the eve,I deliberately stayed up all night and only went to bed when dawn broke.I was planning to sleep through the entire Vday, to escape the dreadful realization of a heartrending thought.

But it didnt worked out as planned. 2pm I woke up and never get back to sleep. On MSN I briefly chatted with Angie and found out that she havent really planned for her date wif her bf yet, I was like -_- why the guy so unromantic one.(haha)She went off soon after and Im alone surfing YahooNews, refreshing the page every few minutes hoping some big news would happen, big enough to rename 14th feb to something else.

Anyway as Im searching boliao stuff on the net(Like how insecticides kill cockroaches), an unexpected msn window popped up.Who could it be? Oh, apparently someone is taking Vday as a time to catch up with old contacts and I happened to be one of them, about 3 years old lol.(I still have older ones.)

Starting from the simple "Hi", "How are you" questions, the conversation starts to deepen into chimer subjects like "What are the responsibilities of a guy towards a girl"(She got it from a show). My reply was to make the girl happy, dote on her etc.lol, but her friend's reply was something like to make the girl pregnant haha.Our intellectual conversation came to a halt at around 10pm when channel 5 started showing CSI for me and channel U started showing some mysterious show she has been waiting for. We resumed at around 11.15 and by then I was getting quite restless.

A thousand concoction of feelings(despair?/hopelessness?/loneliness?/yearning?) clawed their way around my rended heart. Sorrow atop sorrow, I felt some need to let it out, especially on Vday. I didnt know how we get to the point where I told her about it bit by bit. But now officially, this long lost contact has become my aunt agony haha.

In closing, thank you miss aunt agony for chatting my valentines' day away.I wish you goodluck and all the best to your coming examinations.!