probably incoherent

this is so tough.

"run barry run!".

outrun all your weaknesses, your flaws, your deficiencies, outrun the teachings of your parents (or lack of), the disappointments that you have.

Nobody is cheering for you. Or at least the one you want is not there.

Have you ever felt incomplete, like the flash without its speedforce, Green arrow without his fingers and Superman without flight? They become ordinary. And thats the pervasive feeling that has become so entrenched for a decade. I would have been someone greater than today's had I be completed. I have no doubt about that because I know the brain, the mind is a capable funny thing. We tread a dangerous line, I tread but im not assigning blame. Just a moment of honest rambling on this pensive night where the would have beens are sharpening their probes and sticking them into my brain.

Oh demonic little things, I thought I walled them up but they find the cracks on night like this. As if the biggest moon over the last 70 years gave them ungodly senses and make me vulnerable.