3rd weekend.

Went to CDANS for a swim, walked into the lobby, amused by the automated door.
Another door leads towards the swimming pool, went up to it , stopped and stared at the door handles for what seems like a long time.
Was expecting it to be automated as well.
I froze there for 5 seconds, waiting for it to open.
It never did.
My common sense finally caught up with my retardation 5 seconds later. *face palm*

Stay-in army life is just mind-numbing.dull and repetitive.
Taking every day period by period.
Wake up, look forward to breakfast.
After breakfast, look forward to lunch.
After lunch, look forward to dinner.
After dinner, look forward to the day's debrief and then to the much awaited but less than an hour admin time where i call home, call friends, surf facebook, chat on msn,
Sometimes I watch youtube under my blanket after 10.30pm, which is stupid(stopped doing it) because the price of getting caught is too much.

As far as I want to know, life is on hold until the day I ORD. (like water droplets suspended in mid air, that kind of on hold)
What I can do apart from my incessant whining is,
I don't really know yet, just having fragments of ideas.
I had this crazy, naive idea of studying for A level while in the army before enlistment which is kind of impossible now..but I can still read some books, non-fiction/textbooks to keep myself sharp, informed, prepared, ready for life when it erm, returns.

I miss all my friends.