Christmas, New year.

The vast night sky, empty of stars, looking void and just black.
Where were the fireworks that promises "many good things" ahead?
They are missing to me.
Oh, I know where it is,
On the other side of the phonecall, in the background, not for me.


A new year is..what exactly?
another 1 more year to add on to my count, of me "i-dont-know-what-else-to-say,I-dont-want-to-repeat-myself."
When will my new year's eve be a good one?

People tend to get depressed around new year's eve.
Unfinished businesses,
Old resolutions not fulfilled,
Regrets, losses and pains here and there
all these demotivators, these things that rot people away.

But looking back, my 2008 was a boring one.
Indifferent to things and such.



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I posted this last Christmas(2007) and this chrismas.........
nothing changes!