I can't sleep.

Last night pillow grew legs and ran away.
Woke up and stiff neck all day.

Having a laptop at the end of the bed is bad,
because it isn't a proper place for a laptop to be placed.

Beds are for sleeping
Laptops are for working.
Both of them can't co exist.
But here I am, violating their nature by putting them close together.
Perhaps this is the reason for my insonmia?

It is now almost four o'clock, setting my phone to ring in a while.
hopefully waking up in time for me to bake in the sun.
Get tan, get fat, get fit.
These will be my objectives for the rest of the weeks.
Stop telling me I'm pale and thin,(Thank you, I know.)
Because I feel like tearing off your cheeks.

There are explanations for us skinny people.
It's called high rate of me-ta-bo-lism
I did not ask for this, nor am I thankful for it.
But I know...
Many people out there are filled with envy,
because of the simple fact that we can eat and eat and eat.
And shit them all out, like nothing ever gone in our mouth.

I had Hainan Chicken Rice at FEP yesterday,
Am I'm still trying to make sense of things, trying to remain sane.
I walked past "Susan", the chap chai peng store.
and it harks me back to the days before.
mine nostalgic rememberance. to you, an insignificance.
I was there, I was here.
I am here, but heck - no one cares.

if, if, if, only it worked out well.
I will not be here, typing this down...

1 hour gone by typing this.
The time now is 4.38am
It's time for my long awaited yet short lived sleep.
-please do not let me dream of indians, airplanes, taxis and Germany.