Bored

3 weeks, no weekdays work.
3 weeks, no friday rush.
3 weeks, for PP and CE !

Heads up people, dateline getting close! and there is still 3/4 unfinish, lots of thinking before writing down.

These few days not working, I find myself dozing off on my bed ard 7pm or so, only to wake up at ard 11pm.
I woke up and there is this defeaning silence across the room, the perpertual darkness infront of me and I feel queasy about it. Yuck that sucks.
I tried to keep the postings "happy" but then i find myself slipping back to the "emo" type of posts.

I have a faci named Angie
She greeted me, half a step into class
Hi Allson
I responded back, half-heartedly.
Not knowing how I manage to say
Hello Angie

Time rewind, two? three years back.
She walks over and starts talking
Hi Allson
and that spelt the end of me.
Hello Angie

She was my childlike fairy, i only see wonders of simplicity in her eyes
Hi Allson
Apparently wonders came from my own disillusion.
Hello Angie

Shipwreck,trainwreck, heartwreck whatever you call it,i felt whack
Hi Allson
But I do not rue the day we talk, the day i took the plunge.
Hello Angie.

Courage I sought, to start the drift apart
Goodbye Angie
Meaningless it seems, to compel you to be a part.
Goodbye Allson.

bleah a name of a Faci, a cascade of thoughts.