Here we are again, with you telling me to stop before I go any deeper.
I thought I said it was already unfathomable.
I was onboard the train today, already reached orchard. But then I thought of you crying and going through all those turmoils of emotions, I just cant bear to leave you ride home alone.
I know once I sent you home, you gona start thinking about it again but its the least I can do all right. And no its not your fault nor mine, its not a fault at all. I dun view me not going to work today as a mistake. I have to do what my heart tells me to.

Girl, I don't know what can be wrong. If its me, I got nothing to say, Im not perfect, not handsome, not rich, not smart, not popular and maybe just one notch above geeky.

If its about him, then we can work it out since we are such great friends to begin with. I know He gave you memories both sweet and bitter that canot be replace ever. I have such memories too.Eating lollipops with her, sharing tom yam cup noodles with her under the sky in the wee hours of morning. Those are sweet memories no doubt, something for us to reminscence about once in a while..

Im sorry if im making you feel worse but do you really wish for me to lie to you.
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I don't want you to go to the whatsoever sch that is so far away.
Im afraid that the new environment will threaten to take away everything I have come to know abt you. I know im not in any position to stop you.
This is really depressing.
Every big thing since my secondary sch life are always fucking complicated. I don't want another angeline's case. I know its too damn easy to pack up your bags and move to a new school, get new friends and all those old times will just be used as "for old times' sake" in smses.
We hav come so far from just classmates. I don't want to lose you.
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The lines are blurred I cant draw it clear.
The depth already unfathomable,
It cant be measured.
Your words are daunting,
it left me writhing.
I felt my hopes and dreams blew off
just like a candle's flame in the wind.