Of

Of fear.
"Fear holds us and binds us and keeps us from growing. It kills a small piece of us each day. It holds us to what we know and keeps us from what's possible, and it is our worse enemy. Fear doesnt announce itself; its disguised,, and its subtle. Its choosing the safe course; most of us feel we have "rational" reasons to avoid taking risks. The brave ones are not the one without fear, but the ones who does what they must despite being afraid.. To succeed, we must willing to take the risk of total failure."

Of hope.
Hope is a double edged sword. The disappointment, the shattering of it brings upon undesire consequences. On the other hand, the coming true of something we hoped for is beyond thedescription of words.
The fear to hope caged us within our miserable mundane life. We fear to push forward, we fear to explore. All because of fear of the unknown fogging our path. Hope is the materialisation of a possible illusionary torch lighting our path. Whether it becomes reality depends on fate alone. If you are lucky enough, you can grab it and it becomes reality to you but if you are unlucky, a gust of wind from nowhere might just blow flame out or it might become a durian with spikes.
Big question, to hope or not to hope? Well, At least it gives me something to cling on to rather than facing despair.
My light, here I come.
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Sweet from sour,
White and black.
Cleared yet blurred,
Thick but thin.
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2 packets of chips,2 bar of hershey cookies n cream, 1 curry puff, maconald meal, sweets and oolong tea plus mummy's soup.. Omg so much junk food. Time to sleep to rid them off!